This is definitely a time for severing ties for me. These times aren't always a peaceful and joyful experience: sometimes it is painful and filled with sorrow. This is one of those times. I find myself reflecting on what has transpired over the span of the time that I was bound to the person or situation and what has now manifested into being from that experience. It has always been difficult for me to let go of relationships in my life, though I realize that it may appear otherwise. To those observing my actions and responses to the cutting of ties, it may seem as if I am detached and cavalier, that severing a relationship is a simple task for me, but I can assure you that it is not. Inside I am unsettled, troubled, and an emotional wreck.
Spiritually I am dwindling.
Energetically I am drained.
And emotionally I am depleted.
My reserves are dangerously low and I am continuously struggling with my personal interactions with others that I am tied to; whether they are family, friends, clients, or strangers. You see, I have nothing left in me to share or to give. It is painfully clear to me that it is time for me to withdraw myself from things that no longer serve me as I
Loss. I have found that loss affects me (and I am certain others as well) on a very profound level energetically; whether it is loss of a relationship, a situation or circumstances or a loss of a person I am bounded with, however it manifests I experience an overwhelming emotional surge which ripples throughout my entire life experience. The surge feels differently depending on what it is that I have lost. Somtimes this may feel like anger, sometimes disappointment, sometimes emptiness or helplessness, but always there is a feeling of sorrow. Deep saddness. This can sometimes be paralyzing, while at other times it may not even be noticable to an outside observer, but